The recycle method ♻️

At my age you’d think I’d have someone to call my own, my love, or whatever you decide to call your spouse. My mate just hasn’t been found yet, well I like to think I have met him but for some reason we just didn’t work out at that time.

It’s really funny to me that I even have the courage to talk about this because it is silly and weird and a little crazy.

I tend to date guys I’ve already dated or have been friends with for a long time. I call it my recycle method. And usually it works for a while until I get reminded why we didn’t work out in the first place. So your probably wondering like many of my friends do why don’t you go find someone new!?

Well I don’t have a answer to that question. I don’t have a hard time meeting someone new, I do lose interest quick or I find myself wondering to many negatives about the guy I just walk away and leave him alone. Most of the time I don’t hive the guy enough time to make a big enough impression on me. Recently out of the blue with in days of each other I had 3 ex’s reach out to me one was just saying hello (he’s married) and the other two are wanting to try it again. Both of the relationships were not long around 6 months one is local and one is long distance. I’ll admit it’s nice to be thought of, brings my self esteem up a little. But I don’t know what’s wrong with me lol. I like the attention and I don’t want to lead either on because I wouldn’t mind being in a relationship with one of them I’m just having super commitment issues. What can I do!? I’ll sleep on it and write some more later lol.

What a day!!!

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WOW!!! Today was amazing! And let me start by saying it has been so long that I actually went out and did something FUN!

This is my first weekend in forever that I didn’t have to work. My plans were to deep clean the house , thank God for my friend she called up and said her daughter wanted to go to the aquarium for her Birthday. I said why not I’m not doing anything else lol. So I packed up my daughter and away we went.

First let me tell you these girls have never met before so we were both a bit nervous for them to meet. They took us by suppose! They instantly hit it off and they want to be BFF’s!

That’s actually such a good feeling because my daughter doesn’t have a lot of friends outside of school. I know that sounds weird but she doesn’t like to hang out with them unless they are at school.

Well…. anyways we went to the aquarium and then had dinner at Long Horn Steakhouse. At the aquarium we saw some beautiful jellyfish,sharks and colorful fish. The tiger wasn’t out that was a bummer but okay. Oh and the girls fed the sting rays and got their faces painted.

I am so full of food, Love and laughter I really needed today and can’t thank my friend enough. Now it’s time to my down and relax.

I’m attaching some photos of our time at the aquarium.

Purposeful Mommy!!

Hey there! My name is Jessica and I have decided in my attempt to find a way to make my life easier, balance work, home and life I’ll share all my ups and downs with you the reader. You can laugh at me, cry with me or just be angry for me. You can be all 3 if you want. I usually have 3 to 4 feelings in an hour.

I am determined to make my life balanced and worthwhile, I want to raise my kids with ease, save money and work less.

So join me on my journey and feel free to help me with my errors!